Restricted.

I don't like being or feeling confused.
Why give me hopes on the other when I'm chasing for something else?
Why tell me things that are contradicting?

I don't like to be given the freedom to choose when in the end others tell what I should be doing.
Where is my own given rights when I don't even have it in the first place?

I don't like to be compared; even though I might look as if I don't care.
Where have you misplace my pride?
Do I not have any bit of uniqueness?
Am I such a failure creation of God?

I don't like being told things that indicated I am such a brainless person.
Do I not have a brain?
Am I not mature enough compared to my peers?
Where are the words that you used to describe me and my psychological tortured life?

I don't like being criticized harshly.
So what is it about learning so many things?
So what that I learned a little bit of everything but ending up not complete?
Conclusion is I never ever accomplished anything?

Why can't anyone, I mean ANYONE in this whole wide world see at least one good point of myself?
Do I really have none at all?

I really should just kill myself and die.

Gee.
I have a whole new goal in my life.
Suicide.

"Those who are true to you may be judgmental towards your decisions and beliefs; but remember that no matter how and what, they will still respect you as a person, as a friend."

I doubt about the words I used to say.

-Jas-