The present.

I had sudden AH-HA moment as I am trying to get myself to deal with scary editing of work.
*moans*

I am, a pessimist.
No doubt to that.
And came to acceptance in these recent years.
I had been deceiving myself that the cup is half full, instead of half empty.

Then today, I realized something.
I am always too caught up with the past.
I would always be so anxious about the future.
Yet, I never really face things up front in the present.

Yes, I am such a silly 22 year old to-be.
Why think so much about the past and the future, when I am living in the present?

Thankfully, I learned.
I am living in the present.
I finally understand the importance of now, although not all times.
*laughs*

Even so, I thank God for the life I am living right now.
Sad times, happy times... All times, right at this very moment that I am experiencing.

Thank you.
=)

-Jas-
is a biatch for avoiding work at the moment, too. =((