Aiyah.

It's yet another cognitive dissonance, all over again.
*sigh*

I have problems stepping on the same spot, again and again.
I really do wonder, why am I not moving? Where's the drive I need?

I don't want to say this but I sort of need a sign,
a sign that points to some directions.

I know I'm very lost, and I know I'm not on the right path.
Yet, I really don't know which is the right way.

I need a calling that can further polish my aptitudes,
or at least a calling that can help me achieve a better growth.

Change is a tough and scary progress.

-Jas-