想。想想想想。
想想想想。
一直想有什么用？
想太多，头痛了。
想越多，心烦了。
想更多，灵乱了。
老实说……
想了又用吗？
除了让自己的心情不好，心灵不安，情绪不稳等等之外，
有用吗？
答案，是知道的。
可是，我还在纠缠着。
就是一直想。
真的很想把脑袋给拔了下来。
再把心给砸烂它。
我只想要身体，心灵和精神上的平静啊……
平静你在哪里……
-Jas-
Confusion
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