Hello 2013.
Is it too late to say "Happy 2013" at the near end of January? =\
Well... to blog so much lesser than I used to be, somehow made me feel as if I've lost a crucial part of myself - lack of me time, lesser self reflection, decreased intellectual thinking... Lack of composure, and sanity in certain ways. I've lost contact with my inner self for such a long time.
I asked myself - have I lost the love/ interest to write? No. However, I lost the spirit and the motivation in many aspects in life. I could feel it - even to bring myself to further studies, without him - I might be possibly still stepping on the same stone today. I'm thankful, to have him to push and drag me along; even though he had been pampering me a little too much at times.
Looking back slightly the time that has passed - many things have indeed changed. It saddens me that I did not record them down the insights/ lessons I've learnt in this blog - whereby it serves greatly as my reminders.
Sitting here, writing this blog - I hope that I would get back on track & also regain my inner self starting this very moment.
With the huge change I am going to take in year 2013, with new experiences & a big leap - I am honestly terrified as I'm not fond of changes. However, I certainly look forward the growth that it would bring to me.
I'm going to believe that voice at the deepest corner of my soul - that I am capable & independent in certain ways, and I will survive through the toughest storm.
=)
-Jas-
Well... to blog so much lesser than I used to be, somehow made me feel as if I've lost a crucial part of myself - lack of me time, lesser self reflection, decreased intellectual thinking... Lack of composure, and sanity in certain ways. I've lost contact with my inner self for such a long time.
I asked myself - have I lost the love/ interest to write? No. However, I lost the spirit and the motivation in many aspects in life. I could feel it - even to bring myself to further studies, without him - I might be possibly still stepping on the same stone today. I'm thankful, to have him to push and drag me along; even though he had been pampering me a little too much at times.
Looking back slightly the time that has passed - many things have indeed changed. It saddens me that I did not record them down the insights/ lessons I've learnt in this blog - whereby it serves greatly as my reminders.
Sitting here, writing this blog - I hope that I would get back on track & also regain my inner self starting this very moment.
With the huge change I am going to take in year 2013, with new experiences & a big leap - I am honestly terrified as I'm not fond of changes. However, I certainly look forward the growth that it would bring to me.
I'm going to believe that voice at the deepest corner of my soul - that I am capable & independent in certain ways, and I will survive through the toughest storm.
=)
-Jas-
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