Memories
What could be happier than bumping into an old friend you've never met ever since you graduated highschool?
(Okay so there ARE things happier than that, but STILL!!!)
Yes, I happen to bump into an old friend of mine yesterday.
It was VERY surprising, considering the fact that I've never thought that I would bump into him at the commuter station.
What's more? THAT commuter station. *laughs*
I had to say, I was extremely happy that I get to meet him. LOL!
At first I was thinking:
Who's this frigging guy sitting so near to me when I'm burrying my head into my book...? What the heck this guy wants eh?
*plannings to deal with the guy if there's some skeptical move*
And then? The "stranger" just said: OOI!
I looked up and stare at him with my eyes widen to the max and replied: OOOOOIIIIII!!!!!!!
(yeah I know you guys can totally imagine my reaction. haha!)
*cough*i'mnotatmymainpointofmypostyet*cough*
A few days back, while I was driving and parking at some place waiting for my mom...
I saw another guy.
Well truthfully, I don't know that guy.
I know he existed in my highschool, and if I'm not mistaken, he's one year older than I am.
I know he's a member in a club that I joined back then.
I don't know his name.
*laugh*
Ahhh... Before your minds drifted off somewhere, the guys I'm mentioning in this post are NOT my ex-es and NOT my secret crushes.
LOL.
Back to the guy I met on the streets.
I think he saw me in the car, yet I'm not sure if he did. And I'm not sure if he remembers me.
Next guy... was a few years back.
I first met him when I was 14 in a camp.
*shivers* (I didn't wanna talk about this guy but... it just came to me. lol.)
And then... *cough* I never want to meet him again for the rest of my life.
How unfortunately, after the camp, I met him rather constantly in school (in the library to be exact) since I'm a librarian, and he's a senior student (thank GOD he's not a librarian). AND? Oh yes he freaking *beep* bug the *beep* out of me.
AND??? I met him some where NEAR MY HOUSING AREA.
You won't wanna know how I felt.
It was undescribable.
So enough of the guys, and come back to my topic.
Yes, all three brought me different kinds memories in the past.
All three brought me different kinds of emotions in the past.
(Disclamer: I've stated this, they are NOT my ex-bfs, they are NOT my crushes.)
It made me had a special feeling when I saw them (EXCLUDE the thrid guy. *beep* I seriously don't want to meet him for the rest of my life or lives.).
The first guy, was undoubtedly: friendship.
Despite there were some things happened between us, at least the mutual friendship bond still exists.
I was incredibly happy for that.
Somehow, personal experiences told me that there can be pure friendship between a male and a female. I still hold on to that until today.
I'm glad!
The second guy...
Well, *laughs* was: unpredictability.
I couldn't really find the proper word to describe the kind of feeling I had (no, not towards him. LOL.).
Let's just say... you could never predict some things could happen to you.
And he reminds me of that, and also opens a new perspective for me to look at people.
As for the third guy... ... ......
Oh, all the negative thoughts. *beep*
He definitely taught me to be: more aware of people around me.
You'll never know exactly what are in people's minds.
You'll never know if there are any intentions in their actions towards you.
Two things for sure.
You know that bastards (b*tches for a guy's case) like him exist in this world.
You know that creepy guys (and girls for a guy's case) that will haunt you for the rest of your life exist in this world.
Maybe memories are meant and seemed to be sweet.
Yet, not all.
But memories are definitely
unforgettable.
-Jas-
(Okay so there ARE things happier than that, but STILL!!!)
Yes, I happen to bump into an old friend of mine yesterday.
It was VERY surprising, considering the fact that I've never thought that I would bump into him at the commuter station.
What's more? THAT commuter station. *laughs*
I had to say, I was extremely happy that I get to meet him. LOL!
At first I was thinking:
Who's this frigging guy sitting so near to me when I'm burrying my head into my book...? What the heck this guy wants eh?
*plannings to deal with the guy if there's some skeptical move*
And then? The "stranger" just said: OOI!
I looked up and stare at him with my eyes widen to the max and replied: OOOOOIIIIII!!!!!!!
(yeah I know you guys can totally imagine my reaction. haha!)
*cough*i'mnotatmymainpointofmypostyet*cough*
A few days back, while I was driving and parking at some place waiting for my mom...
I saw another guy.
Well truthfully, I don't know that guy.
I know he existed in my highschool, and if I'm not mistaken, he's one year older than I am.
I know he's a member in a club that I joined back then.
I don't know his name.
*laugh*
Ahhh... Before your minds drifted off somewhere, the guys I'm mentioning in this post are NOT my ex-es and NOT my secret crushes.
LOL.
Back to the guy I met on the streets.
I think he saw me in the car, yet I'm not sure if he did. And I'm not sure if he remembers me.
Next guy... was a few years back.
I first met him when I was 14 in a camp.
*shivers* (I didn't wanna talk about this guy but... it just came to me. lol.)
And then... *cough* I never want to meet him again for the rest of my life.
How unfortunately, after the camp, I met him rather constantly in school (in the library to be exact) since I'm a librarian, and he's a senior student (thank GOD he's not a librarian). AND? Oh yes he freaking *beep* bug the *beep* out of me.
AND??? I met him some where NEAR MY HOUSING AREA.
You won't wanna know how I felt.
It was undescribable.
So enough of the guys, and come back to my topic.
Yes, all three brought me different kinds memories in the past.
All three brought me different kinds of emotions in the past.
(Disclamer: I've stated this, they are NOT my ex-bfs, they are NOT my crushes.)
It made me had a special feeling when I saw them (EXCLUDE the thrid guy. *beep* I seriously don't want to meet him for the rest of my life or lives.).
The first guy, was undoubtedly: friendship.
Despite there were some things happened between us, at least the mutual friendship bond still exists.
I was incredibly happy for that.
Somehow, personal experiences told me that there can be pure friendship between a male and a female. I still hold on to that until today.
I'm glad!
The second guy...
Well, *laughs* was: unpredictability.
I couldn't really find the proper word to describe the kind of feeling I had (no, not towards him. LOL.).
Let's just say... you could never predict some things could happen to you.
And he reminds me of that, and also opens a new perspective for me to look at people.
As for the third guy... ... ......
Oh, all the negative thoughts. *beep*
He definitely taught me to be: more aware of people around me.
You'll never know exactly what are in people's minds.
You'll never know if there are any intentions in their actions towards you.
Two things for sure.
You know that bastards (b*tches for a guy's case) like him exist in this world.
You know that creepy guys (and girls for a guy's case) that will haunt you for the rest of your life exist in this world.
Maybe memories are meant and seemed to be sweet.
Yet, not all.
But memories are definitely
unforgettable.
-Jas-
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