Threshold.

I do not miss this feeling.

Not at all.

As much as I wanted it to go away, it comes.

If only I can wrap it up, and throw it away like a piece of rubbish... I would have done that a long, long time ago.

Too bad, it's already part of me.
Good thing? I accept the reality.
Bad thing? I accept the reality.
Contradicting? Probably.

It's getting a little harder to control.
And now, I've reached a different kind of understanding, a different kind of empathy.
Good thing? I understand others more.
Bad thing? I became a stranger to myself.
Contradicting? Maybe.

A stage was built for me to step on.
I've never came down from it, and I believe I cannot even get myself down.
All I can do is...?
There is an answer, but there would not be an absolute solution.

It might be the stage which made me stand taller, but it is the stage that no one wants it in their lives.

Vague, maybe?
No.

-Jas-