Dang it.
My piano teacher just texted me.
*sigh*
I did tell her that even if I'm not prepared, I will still go for April sitting.
However, when she sent me that message,
I froze.
Should I?
I've been practicing the same songs for almost two years.
And I am still lack in practice for my piano pieces.
Don't even mention the scales, I didn't even seriously touch it since I failed my first Grade 8 exam.
I hate scales.
I should not?
If I don't take it on April, I'll just keep on dragging until June - August sitting; and it'll still probably be the same.
Moreover, I will still have to stick with the same pieces for a few more months!
Plus, scales.
Urgh.
All in all?
No matter April or June - August sitting, if I don't pass it this time, it means NEW pieces, and start all over again.
However, this time... if I happen to really fail it, I will not take it anymore.
Call me a quitter or a loser.
I quit.
I'd rather try my luck on theory.
If I still fail it...
Oh well, too bad, such as life (Cheong, 2008).
Looks like I've made my decision without asking my parents.
It's my decision anyway.
-Jas-
"Can I go ahead n register u on d April sitting?"
*sigh*
I did tell her that even if I'm not prepared, I will still go for April sitting.
However, when she sent me that message,
I froze.
Should I?
I've been practicing the same songs for almost two years.
And I am still lack in practice for my piano pieces.
Don't even mention the scales, I didn't even seriously touch it since I failed my first Grade 8 exam.
I hate scales.
I should not?
If I don't take it on April, I'll just keep on dragging until June - August sitting; and it'll still probably be the same.
Moreover, I will still have to stick with the same pieces for a few more months!
Plus, scales.
Urgh.
All in all?
No matter April or June - August sitting, if I don't pass it this time, it means NEW pieces, and start all over again.
However, this time... if I happen to really fail it, I will not take it anymore.
Call me a quitter or a loser.
I quit.
I'd rather try my luck on theory.
If I still fail it...
Oh well, too bad, such as life (Cheong, 2008).
Looks like I've made my decision without asking my parents.
It's my decision anyway.
-Jas-
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