Lost.

I know what I've lost this time.

I've lost my temper.

I am seriously, severely annoyed, irritated, whatever as long as it's a vocab that describes one's rage for the past few days ever since Wednesday.
How long is that?
GO FIGURE.

I have the tendency to throw you, yes YOU a question:
What the FUCK you want from me?!

I really want to rant the shit out but I know I can't.

Why?
Just because I know it will directly or indirectly hurt those who are involved or even those who are not involved.

I. NEED. TO. SCREAM. FOR. REAL.

I wonder what will happen if I seriously do not care a single fucking shit.
Why the hell is it ALWAYS, I mean, ALWAYS me?
Why can't it be YOU? Huh?
*note: I am not pointing fingers at anyone. If you think it's you, fine. If you think it's someone else, fine. If you think I'm just being insane and crapping shit, fine.
I'm getting really sick of this!!!











Like anyone will care, Jasmine.
You're never a somebody, anyway.

-Jas-