392.

Didn't know what to put as a title blog.
Well, well, my blogging post is almost reaching 400 already.
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Feeling a little blue today.
One of the contributing factor was I woke up late. *groans*
Another reason is because I could not study at all.

The words, lines and sentences that I read were bouncing back out the moment I squeeze them into my brain. And I have 2 subjects to study, deadline is next Tuesday and Wednesday. Die or not, you say?

Been wanting to rant something...
but I suppose I'll keep it for the time being.

The blue mood is getting me big time at the moment.
WHOA even rant also don't feel like it weh, out of 10 times ranting it's almost the probability of 0 that I chose not to rant. Hence, ranting is significantly positive (p=0.001); and not ranting is definitely not (p>0.05). Amusing eh? I can't remember the last time I wrote a proper lab report. LOL. Yeah come tell me in the face that Jasmine is being really weirdly blue a.t.m.


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I just realized something at the starting of this semester.
It had been ages since I took the public transport to university.
Pretty amusing, huh?

Last semester, I had been driving 98% of the time to classes, meetings, practices and functions myself rather than taking the old commuters, buses or hike on my friends' cars. And I guess that had build quite a toll of habit in me.

Oh. One thing though.
Driving had definitely made my patience go down the drain.
I am not a patient person, and driving regularly had definitely made it worse. And more or less, it had made me gotten lazier (and scared) to take the public transport to go anywhere.
Uh-huh, go figure.

This semester, apparently, I have at least one day (and at most two days) that I have to take the public transports. Frankly, I did not look forward to it too much since I had been doing it since year 2006. After the tutorial classes started to take place this semester, my driving days increased to two days subsequently (I only have three days of classes in a week); and nonetheless, public transportation goes down to one day only.

Sometimes my friend would offer to give me a ride from a station away from where I go aboard, then it's all the driving again. Hah, so much for taking the public transport eh? *laughs*

It wasn't until these couple of weeks... I actually enjoyed taking the public transport. Of course, minus the peak hours where the human population is at it's top as well. Thankfully my schedule wasn't right on the peak hours. ;D

I realized it had been so long since the last time I listened to songs from my MP3, gazing at the views outside the commuter/bus's window. The time spent while taking the public transports were astonishingly surreal and calming. Sometimes I would do some academic/non-academic readings whilst in the commuter, listening to songs that I enjoy. It was paradise, really.

All of these made me realize how hectic life is to me, I was so caught up with everything that are happening in my life. Every littlest things seemed so intense to me, and I couldn't grasp the true meaning of chillax and just momentarily enjoy the breaths that I take in.

I guess...
This is life.

You'll get burried with the urban stressors and completely forgot what "life" really is. Yet, the littlest things that you've came to ignore or dislike will shine some inspirations to remind you that you're breathing.

-Jas-