Time.
Hmm...
Let me count the years...
*counts with fingers*
Six years.
=)
It had been a couple of times, whereby I forgot the tragical feeling of a certain date.
In short, it had been a couple of years ago that I was able to let go a great deal of the dueling emotions of sorrow, anger and loss. And little did I notice how time had slowly cure the wound created many years ago. =)
I wouldn't say the pain had gone, and that the wound is sealed - for its scar had never ever will heal, and would still hurt once in a while. The up side of it, is that at least I can look back and smile a little more, rather than getting so caught up with the sad emotions.
Six years and three days, since you've been gone.
Life has been rough, and it had certainly got tougher for me - I wish you'd know and be there for me to talk to, because you had always been my guider. And I still miss you dearly, every once in a while.
I couldn't think of you without shedding tears, but I'm smiling more now while thinking of you. =) Thank you for being a part of my life, and always be there for me in times of need despite of the distance we shared. You will always have one of the most important impacts throughout my course of life.
Oh, you know what? Ironically, your death anniversary this year happens to fall on Father's Day. Hmm... I don't recall wishing you "Happy Father's Day'. Haha~
Anyhow, a late Happy Father's Day to you, Papa Somkiat. =)
Miss you a lot.
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To my spoiled (yes, spoiled) little brother,
Happy Birthday to you. =)
I hope and pray you'd grow into a better and mature man.
And I sincerely pray to God you would meet better people in your future.
Also may you be blessed with lots of luck, always.
How old are you again?
*uses fingers to count again*
Oh my God, look how much my little baby brother has grown!
Just 2 more years, and you'll be in the same number chapter as me.
I really do hope and pray the best for you.
=)
-Jas-
Let me count the years...
*counts with fingers*
Six years.
=)
It had been a couple of times, whereby I forgot the tragical feeling of a certain date.
In short, it had been a couple of years ago that I was able to let go a great deal of the dueling emotions of sorrow, anger and loss. And little did I notice how time had slowly cure the wound created many years ago. =)
I wouldn't say the pain had gone, and that the wound is sealed - for its scar had never ever will heal, and would still hurt once in a while. The up side of it, is that at least I can look back and smile a little more, rather than getting so caught up with the sad emotions.
Six years and three days, since you've been gone.
Life has been rough, and it had certainly got tougher for me - I wish you'd know and be there for me to talk to, because you had always been my guider. And I still miss you dearly, every once in a while.
I couldn't think of you without shedding tears, but I'm smiling more now while thinking of you. =) Thank you for being a part of my life, and always be there for me in times of need despite of the distance we shared. You will always have one of the most important impacts throughout my course of life.
Oh, you know what? Ironically, your death anniversary this year happens to fall on Father's Day. Hmm... I don't recall wishing you "Happy Father's Day'. Haha~
Anyhow, a late Happy Father's Day to you, Papa Somkiat. =)
Miss you a lot.
_____________________________________________________________
To my spoiled (yes, spoiled) little brother,
Happy Birthday to you. =)
I hope and pray you'd grow into a better and mature man.
And I sincerely pray to God you would meet better people in your future.
Also may you be blessed with lots of luck, always.
How old are you again?
*uses fingers to count again*
Oh my God, look how much my little baby brother has grown!
Just 2 more years, and you'll be in the same number chapter as me.
I really do hope and pray the best for you.
=)
-Jas-
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