Me? Hmm...
Just dropped by to one of my friend's "main-blog". (Yeah, clearly it's you I'm talking about lar~~ if you're reading this!!! :p) He posted a blog that's about his "old" self. Well, I'm impressed! Thank you! You made me feel that I'm not the only one with really bad personality!! Kaaka~~ Thanks to you again, my friend, for reminding me what title I wanted to post... Here!
What about me? Well, didn't know! I believe that everyone have all those positive and negative traits (LOL.. reminds me of SOMETHING here!!). And I mean ALL. The only thing that made us all different is not because we have different positive and negative side, it's because the scale for each positive and negative traits. Well, for instance, everyone have their.. Let's say, jealousy side. Maybe from the circle of social that you've seen, there are some that you may say that they don't have such streak. Naaah.... Everyone have it! It's just the matter that whether that particular person is a strong jealous-er, or not. There's no such thing as FREE FROM JEALOUS STREAK. Or, spesifically, free from anything, no matter positive or negative. (Darn, that presentation's giving me signeffects now....)
Hmm, ok, maybe you're interested about me? Sometimes I can't tell that what kind of person I am. Sometimes I'm confused. Let's talk about the possibility that others think of me, and what I really am. Shall we? (This is going to be a really really long blog...)
What kind of impression I give people:
Maybe, during the first approach, people might think that I'm a friendly person. Kind of like to talk. Easy come, easy going person perhaps?? Happy go lucky person perhaps?? And another thing, cheerful, loves to smile.. Cute?? Bili balaa... Well, dunno things that I said here is true or not... I think so~~ Maybe during secondary, but not college or university.. Hmm... Oh, some might think that I'm a really proud or cool kinda person, for those who I don't talk to, and tend to ignore~~ :p
For those who are friends, still ok kind of relationship, or maybe kind of close, or very close:
This time, you might know me even more in depth. Here comes my dark side!! Now, you might be able to discover my alter ego~~ WAHAAHAAAA.... I'm stubborn, very hot-tempered... Well, mostly is hot-tempered I guess! You might think I'm the person who can give you the safe feeling, where you can find me for protection. Yeah, there are friends who think they are somehow safe when they're behind me. Oooh, and, I sometimes say somethings that hurt people, either directly or indirectly. That's my poisonous erm... Weapon! Ngek ngek ngek... What else? Most probably more kinda negative things... Hahhah... If you mean positive, well, maybe I'm the kind of person that you seek advise or solutions. Or a place to cover, or just to listen to your problems. :) Still, I'm still have one old first impression! Smile all the time. Seriously! But, don't think I own that now... :(
Well, I'm sure there are many people that I know or not know out there, HATES me. Because of my sucking attitude. Sorry people! If I've hurt you, offended you... Made you feel bad, I'm so so sorry~~ My fullest appologies~
So, here comes what's the true me. Well, more of what I think of what I really am:
Ok, I'm definately hot-tempered person. Well, I am still like that now. But I'm taking control with it, but just kinda loose it when I'm with my parents... :) You wouldn't want to see me having loose of temper, you'll see the worst disaster. Erm, yes, I'm sharp with words. But I'm the one who THINK before I TALK. Couldn't believe it? I don't seem to do that? Well, I talk with purpose sometimes... Haha~~ I didn't like to hurt people with words, but when my patient's off, well, there goes~ Doesn't mean I loose control, but I say to let people to be aware, to let them WAKE UP, HELOOOO~~~ Haha~ Besides that, it's because the reality is always cruel. *winks* Think about it... I tend to treat people the way how the particular person treat me. For instace, if you're sincere to me, I'll be sincere to you. In the mean time, if you just ignore me, just stab me or something, I'll do the SAME thing back. Maybe you'll get the worst. So, that's my "rules and regulations". I treat people with full sincerity, yes I really do. If you don't feel it, well, I have nothing to say! But felt sad because not many of them treat me with sincere.
Yes, it's true that I love to smile alot, and most of the time I am cheerful. Why not live a day with happiness, rather than being sad?? But I sometimes hide my sorrows with a smile. Which means even if I'm not happy, really really sad, I'm still smiling.:D I am moody kind of person, I can be very happy, just a second away, I can suddenly feel really down. Weird huh? Suppose that's what hormone's all about! Haha~~ I put my parents and education first under any circumstances. Sometimes I'll just ignore the two issues for one thing : fun! XD I love to be with a bunch of friends. I'll be really happy if people talk with me for a long time. I love it!! Ok, I think that's abit of off...
What else can I say about myself? Well, I tend to feel that I'm the worst person ever in the whole wide world. Personality wise. And I feel that everyone around me just hates me, in someway.. Haha.. Didn't know why I have such thought but that's what I really think! And I think that's true!! I can keep secrets, yes I can, for those who don't know! There are some untold secrets that I know... But no other people knows.. Haha~ Before I do anything, I tend to really really think, I try to put myself into other's shoes first, and think about the circumstances, then only I decide what to do and what not to do(or say). If I didn't master this habit, I'll be waaaaayyyyy much more annoyed and hated by people.
Oooh, one of my deadly personality, I get jealous easily. That's something that I'm trying to get on with it, but, it's really hard... So.. Wish me luck! AND, when I hate people I really HATE, but when I love (not bf/gf thingy) I really LOVE. So, best is that anyone of you don't let me find one single, teeny weeny, itsy bitsy reason to hate you, because I'll just hate you for the rest of my life. No matter what you do to let me not to hate you, sorry, no use, you'll just give me more reasons to hate you! Yeah, I know hate is a tiring thing, my kind of hate is just ignore you most of the time,see you as if you're transparent, or just go against you. I'm cruel? Cold blooded? Yeah, I have no doubts!
I love to have fun with friends. And I am the crazy type of person. Yes I am!! I can be real silly and real crazy sometimes. Easy to spot, is when I keep on laughing whole day~ I LOVE having many friends around me. I LOVE IT!! I love people to come and know me and be friends with me.. Well don't ask me why, I'm sure most people love it isn't it??
Well, it's been too much crap in here.. Kinda lost in this blog....
-Jas-
What about me? Well, didn't know! I believe that everyone have all those positive and negative traits (LOL.. reminds me of SOMETHING here!!). And I mean ALL. The only thing that made us all different is not because we have different positive and negative side, it's because the scale for each positive and negative traits. Well, for instance, everyone have their.. Let's say, jealousy side. Maybe from the circle of social that you've seen, there are some that you may say that they don't have such streak. Naaah.... Everyone have it! It's just the matter that whether that particular person is a strong jealous-er, or not. There's no such thing as FREE FROM JEALOUS STREAK. Or, spesifically, free from anything, no matter positive or negative. (Darn, that presentation's giving me signeffects now....)
Hmm, ok, maybe you're interested about me? Sometimes I can't tell that what kind of person I am. Sometimes I'm confused. Let's talk about the possibility that others think of me, and what I really am. Shall we? (This is going to be a really really long blog...)
What kind of impression I give people:
Maybe, during the first approach, people might think that I'm a friendly person. Kind of like to talk. Easy come, easy going person perhaps?? Happy go lucky person perhaps?? And another thing, cheerful, loves to smile.. Cute?? Bili balaa... Well, dunno things that I said here is true or not... I think so~~ Maybe during secondary, but not college or university.. Hmm... Oh, some might think that I'm a really proud or cool kinda person, for those who I don't talk to, and tend to ignore~~ :p
For those who are friends, still ok kind of relationship, or maybe kind of close, or very close:
This time, you might know me even more in depth. Here comes my dark side!! Now, you might be able to discover my alter ego~~ WAHAAHAAAA.... I'm stubborn, very hot-tempered... Well, mostly is hot-tempered I guess! You might think I'm the person who can give you the safe feeling, where you can find me for protection. Yeah, there are friends who think they are somehow safe when they're behind me. Oooh, and, I sometimes say somethings that hurt people, either directly or indirectly. That's my poisonous erm... Weapon! Ngek ngek ngek... What else? Most probably more kinda negative things... Hahhah... If you mean positive, well, maybe I'm the kind of person that you seek advise or solutions. Or a place to cover, or just to listen to your problems. :) Still, I'm still have one old first impression! Smile all the time. Seriously! But, don't think I own that now... :(
Well, I'm sure there are many people that I know or not know out there, HATES me. Because of my sucking attitude. Sorry people! If I've hurt you, offended you... Made you feel bad, I'm so so sorry~~ My fullest appologies~
So, here comes what's the true me. Well, more of what I think of what I really am:
Ok, I'm definately hot-tempered person. Well, I am still like that now. But I'm taking control with it, but just kinda loose it when I'm with my parents... :) You wouldn't want to see me having loose of temper, you'll see the worst disaster. Erm, yes, I'm sharp with words. But I'm the one who THINK before I TALK. Couldn't believe it? I don't seem to do that? Well, I talk with purpose sometimes... Haha~~ I didn't like to hurt people with words, but when my patient's off, well, there goes~ Doesn't mean I loose control, but I say to let people to be aware, to let them WAKE UP, HELOOOO~~~ Haha~ Besides that, it's because the reality is always cruel. *winks* Think about it... I tend to treat people the way how the particular person treat me. For instace, if you're sincere to me, I'll be sincere to you. In the mean time, if you just ignore me, just stab me or something, I'll do the SAME thing back. Maybe you'll get the worst. So, that's my "rules and regulations". I treat people with full sincerity, yes I really do. If you don't feel it, well, I have nothing to say! But felt sad because not many of them treat me with sincere.
Yes, it's true that I love to smile alot, and most of the time I am cheerful. Why not live a day with happiness, rather than being sad?? But I sometimes hide my sorrows with a smile. Which means even if I'm not happy, really really sad, I'm still smiling.:D I am moody kind of person, I can be very happy, just a second away, I can suddenly feel really down. Weird huh? Suppose that's what hormone's all about! Haha~~ I put my parents and education first under any circumstances. Sometimes I'll just ignore the two issues for one thing : fun! XD I love to be with a bunch of friends. I'll be really happy if people talk with me for a long time. I love it!! Ok, I think that's abit of off...
What else can I say about myself? Well, I tend to feel that I'm the worst person ever in the whole wide world. Personality wise. And I feel that everyone around me just hates me, in someway.. Haha.. Didn't know why I have such thought but that's what I really think! And I think that's true!! I can keep secrets, yes I can, for those who don't know! There are some untold secrets that I know... But no other people knows.. Haha~ Before I do anything, I tend to really really think, I try to put myself into other's shoes first, and think about the circumstances, then only I decide what to do and what not to do(or say). If I didn't master this habit, I'll be waaaaayyyyy much more annoyed and hated by people.
Oooh, one of my deadly personality, I get jealous easily. That's something that I'm trying to get on with it, but, it's really hard... So.. Wish me luck! AND, when I hate people I really HATE, but when I love (not bf/gf thingy) I really LOVE. So, best is that anyone of you don't let me find one single, teeny weeny, itsy bitsy reason to hate you, because I'll just hate you for the rest of my life. No matter what you do to let me not to hate you, sorry, no use, you'll just give me more reasons to hate you! Yeah, I know hate is a tiring thing, my kind of hate is just ignore you most of the time,see you as if you're transparent, or just go against you. I'm cruel? Cold blooded? Yeah, I have no doubts!
I love to have fun with friends. And I am the crazy type of person. Yes I am!! I can be real silly and real crazy sometimes. Easy to spot, is when I keep on laughing whole day~ I LOVE having many friends around me. I LOVE IT!! I love people to come and know me and be friends with me.. Well don't ask me why, I'm sure most people love it isn't it??
Well, it's been too much crap in here.. Kinda lost in this blog....
-Jas-
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