Desires.

I have my own secret desires.
However, I kept confusing myself between dream and reality.

What do I want, really?

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She asked me a "what if?" question today.
I wasn't surprised of the question.

Neither was I surprised of my answer given to her.
"I don't care."

However, I do care deep deep down inside.
I wasn't sure how I will face it, but all I know is I will eventually over come it with time.
With pain, with disappointment, with time.

Yet, I have one thing for sure.
I will never ever ever forgive, no matter how hard.

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I need to find my way out.
I need to find my way out.

I don't want to stay here anymore.

-Jas-