New.
Finally I know the feeling of the opposite side of the matter.
Ah, I see.
So that's how it is.
Looking back, I was standing on the position where I couldn't understand what's on the opposite side. Without realizing it, I knew it for a long time. However, not as early as I would have known back then.
Yes, this is something new.
Something new, yet painful.
Why?
I knew the reasons that I never came across to when I was standing on the old spot.
I learned the painful truth looking from the new things that my eyes shown me.
***
I try hard.
Maybe no one in the universe felt it, but I did try really really hard.
I try, tried and still going on trying hard to learn two sides of a coin and find a balance in between.
I know the value of knowing both sides.
I know the value of sharing.
***
Negativity was often found within me.
Why?
Aside of being brought up being too cautious of events, I came to learn that there are too many, too many people who only focuses on the positive side.
That is why I share my negativity.
Not because I want to influence, not because I want to show off my mental workouts.
Its simply because I want to share, and show the other side of the coin.
Not because I want to spoil anything, not because I want to turn things downward.
Its simply because I want to share, and show the other side of the reality.
***
I listen.
Why?
Its simply because I know how painful it is for not having not a someone, but anyone to listen to regardless what you wanted to say.
I know the consequences of not having an audience.
How?
I am often alone and lonely in a place called home ever since I was a child.
I was often ignored, too, when I wanted to say something.
At the same time, I do not listen sometimes.
Why?
I have my moments.
I have certain issues on certain things.
I have my own concerns.
Even counselors who serve as an audience, a leaning shoulder needed their time off and need their own audience, their own leaning shoulder.
-----
Finally, I knew some new opposites.
Also, I realized the opposites that I knew a long time ago but was not discovered by myself in the past.
Then again, everything has pros and cons to it.
-Jas-
Ah, I see.
So that's how it is.
Looking back, I was standing on the position where I couldn't understand what's on the opposite side. Without realizing it, I knew it for a long time. However, not as early as I would have known back then.
Yes, this is something new.
Something new, yet painful.
Why?
I knew the reasons that I never came across to when I was standing on the old spot.
I learned the painful truth looking from the new things that my eyes shown me.
***
I try hard.
Maybe no one in the universe felt it, but I did try really really hard.
I try, tried and still going on trying hard to learn two sides of a coin and find a balance in between.
I know the value of knowing both sides.
I know the value of sharing.
***
Negativity was often found within me.
Why?
Aside of being brought up being too cautious of events, I came to learn that there are too many, too many people who only focuses on the positive side.
That is why I share my negativity.
Not because I want to influence, not because I want to show off my mental workouts.
Its simply because I want to share, and show the other side of the coin.
Not because I want to spoil anything, not because I want to turn things downward.
Its simply because I want to share, and show the other side of the reality.
***
I listen.
Why?
Its simply because I know how painful it is for not having not a someone, but anyone to listen to regardless what you wanted to say.
I know the consequences of not having an audience.
How?
I am often alone and lonely in a place called home ever since I was a child.
I was often ignored, too, when I wanted to say something.
At the same time, I do not listen sometimes.
Why?
I have my moments.
I have certain issues on certain things.
I have my own concerns.
Even counselors who serve as an audience, a leaning shoulder needed their time off and need their own audience, their own leaning shoulder.
-----
Finally, I knew some new opposites.
Also, I realized the opposites that I knew a long time ago but was not discovered by myself in the past.
Then again, everything has pros and cons to it.
-Jas-
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