Bye bye to 95.

Jasmine officially announces that:

She failed her
Grade 8 piano practical examination
for the second time.

Just five,
FIVE more marks
to pass the fucking exam.

I don't want to take the exam again.
However,
responsibility said that I should.

My teacher told me to take a break.
I agreed.

My mother?
Oh.
She comforted me really well.
How?
By saying this:
"WHAT?! FAILED AGAIN?!?!?!!"
"TAKE AGAIN LAH! TAKE UNTIL YOU PASS!!!"

Wait till my father knows the news.

Oh.
Joy.
















I feel like crying again.
Fuck.

-Jas-

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