True?

I realized that I have to be constantly reminded about myself.
Constantly.
Non-stop.
Most importantly, unconditionally.

"You know...
you're the kind of person that you will succeed in no matter what you do,
if
you invest your heart and strength."

I forgot about those words that used to be told when I was younger.

However, today I was reminded.
Sadly, not in a good way.

I was reminded of this ultimate strength of mine
from disappointment and my own failure.

To gain physical strength is far too easy,
compared to strive for mental strength.

I know, I need it back before it's too late.
Or maybe, it might be already too late.
Even so, I want it back.

I want my self-confidence and self-belief back.

-Jas-