this is life.

Just dropped by to one of my friend's "main-blog". (Yeah, clearly it's you I'm talking about lar~~ if you're reading this!!! :p) He posted a blog that's about his "old" self. Well, I'm impressed! Thank you! You made me feel that I'm not the only one with really bad personality!! Kaaka~~ Thanks to you again, my friend, for reminding me what title I wanted to post... Here! What about me? Well, didn't know! I believe that everyone have all those positive and negative traits (LOL.. reminds me of SOMETHING here!!). And I mean ALL. The only thing that made us all different is not because we have different positive and negative side, it's because the scale for each positive and negative traits. Well, for instance, everyone have their.. Let's say, jealousy side. Maybe from the circle of social that you've seen, there are some that you may say that they don't have such streak. Naaah.... Everyone have it! It's just the matte...

Hmm... I have been thinking of putting up this particular topic since... A few weeks ago I think? Haha~~ Well, didn't really like to touch about this topic though, since one of my friends supported me to put this topic so... Haha.. Why not? I'm pretty sure there's going to have part 2,3... Well, depends how many things or any other related things that I can mention! Before I start, I just want to say that I have no offence with any of the couples out there ya~~ Just in case I mentioned anything that's sensitive... Keke~ PEACE!! Okay... Erm...?? Ooh~ Nowadays, they're like many many ( and I mean really many) of the couples out there are aged betweeen... Can't really tell... 15-17 perhaps? Some of them are couples since secondary until... University? Or even get married I suppose!! Well, it isn't that I don't support this love thingy during secondary, or to be more spesific, during education period (is that how they say??). There's just these questions...

Haha... No... I'm not talking about the movie "The Mask" starred Jim Carrey... But something similiar which involves in our real lives, and everyone has it. Yes, EVERYONE has their own different kinds of masks. Everyone's masks have different kinds of development. What the hell am I saying? Haha... Well, we're not borned with masks since birth... We develop our own masks. Different people, replicate their masks differently. When we're still in a very young age, we don't have any masks on our face. As we grow older, different masks are created or preferably called "wore" on our faces. Some just keep on changing their masks as time passes by, some just made their masks thicker. Ooh.. Sorry... What do I mean by masks? For definate, it's not the mask that we buy out there and actually wear them. No. These masks are actually created by ourselves, to protect ourselves from others or to hide our true selves from the world. Masks actually mean one...

Probably those who have siblings think that, or maybe hoped that they are the only child. So that they got all the attention from their parents, they can have anything they want, it's like they can have the whole world. They may think those who are the only golden child in the house is a spoilt brat, he/she don't know anything about house work, he/she don't know anything about life's difficulty... And others stuff that can relate in your mind... Let me tell you the truth, being the only child is not a fun thing. Not all the time. How do I know? Well, like you would guess, I AM the only child in my family. Well, yes. Being the only child do have the fun part, like you don't have to share things with your siblings... You don't have to get into a quarrel with your siblings and probably you're the one to be blamed... You KIND OF get everything you want, but not everything. You got all the attention from your parents. They give you FULL 100% of love, as you don...

Life, is it fair, or not? Well, supposingly, 11 out of 10 will say :" Life is SO unfair!" Well, yeah, nothing's fair in this world for sure. But, it is sort of balanced in some ways. How? You see it everday in your real life, and also, in the television. What the hell am I talking about? Haaha~~ I'm kinda lost, not sure what I want to say! So erm... Ok, like I was saying life is some sort of "fair" or, the better word "balanced" in some ways. What ways? Lets see, we have poor people and rich people right? Just ignore those in between-lar~~ Ok.. Poor people, they have no money, or they only have enough money for part of the family. But, although they are poor, but they live an easy going, happy life. Although not all poor citizens are happy with their lives, because they think that, they dont' have money, they don't have enough to live. Their needs and wishes aren't fulfilled. They wish they could be rich, as they think that money can so...

Ok, I know I've been putting up blogs that are related to... Deaths... Births.... Lives... And yeah, God(s).... Haha... Well, it IS part of life! That's why I'm mentioning all those here... Kaaka~ I will try to put other topics that are related to my "this is life" slogan... But, apparently, these topics that I've blog these days, just came up in my mind... And no other YET... So... Haha.. Just wait and see! Gee... What I'm going to say about God this time? Nothing much-lah... I'm sure, that in everyone's heart have different beliefs... For instance, believe in differnt kinds of God(s). Ok, let me get this straight. I KNOW, that the word "God" is meant for Christianity. But in HERE, God means ALL Gods... No matter is Buddhism, Taoism, Islamic, Hinduism... Whatever -ism lar~ And some of the... Uhh... Aiks.. Dunno what's the word... Ahh!! Religion(I guess..)!! Yeah, so, some of the religion, said in their own mantera or bible or whateve...

Before I start to mention anything, I just wanted to give you guys some sort of a preparation. Why? As you can see my title is about "hatred" so, it won't be any much fun things in here... If you're ready to enter my world of hatred.. Well, read on. I just woke up for like, half an hour ago... The first thing in my mind while I'm still half asleep and half awake, is that: I have to blog.. I have to blog this.... So here I am... What made me want to blog sooooo badly? Ahhh... Talking about sleep, there must be dreams! Yeah... I dreamt right before I'm going to wake up. What dream? Wouldn't be appropriate to mention it here though... As far as i can say, it is about my hatred towards SOME of the people in my life. For those who are really close to me, they'll know what I'm talking about.. I suppose! For those who don't know what I'm talking about, sorry, if you ask me any questions regarding this topic, I won't tell you anything, apparent...