this is life.

It's the last day of 2006, just around one more hour to go and here comes 2007. I can't believe how fast time flies. I've graduated high school for a year now, and I'm now in college, going to start my third and last semester of my foundation. How fast was that?? VERY fast. I have to say that year 2006 is one of the... How shall I put it in words... One of the years that time flies the quickest. It was really surprisingly fast. How's year 2006? Hmmm... Not bad. But not too good too. There's this feeling in me now. Weird one. I dunno what isit, but I don't like it. It's like something sad. LOL. I don't feel like countdown this year. In the past years, I will feel enthusiastic when it's 31st of December, parking myself in front of the tv and countdown with the tv. Well, and my mom too. This year? No mood at all. I don't even feel happy about it. Why? Dunno. Looking back, it's been quite a year for me. Too many ups and downs going on. I hate...

When you make a decision or maybe anything in your life, do you follow your heart, or your brain? Maybe you are wondering, what do I mean by "your brain"? And, "your heart"? Perhaps you'll be wanting to ask me, "hey, when we make a decision, we will definitely have to use our brains to think, then only we can make a decision! So what's with this brain and heart thingy? Ain't we just use our brains to think? LOL!" Well, I'm here to tell you, no!! Brain Is when you follow logics rather than "what-you-want-to" to make a decision. You make a decision by thinking what's best for you and people around you. You make a decision which you think it is right, even if you don't like it, still, you still do it. Besides making decision, it also involves the way you get things done. You don't do things when you feel like it, you will still do it whether you feel like it or not. You won't go like "Hai-ya~ I'm feeling lazy...

I watched this show, about fashion thingy, it gave the so-called "latest" fashion trend. It was the first episode of the show, however, I later discovered that the show was in 2005. LOL. It's going to be the end of 2006, now it shows 2005's fashion trend?? OUTDATED!!! In the first episode, it mentioned about bags, which undeniably women LOVE ALOT. (Yeah, including me... Haha~~ Will get beserk when I saw bags that catches my eyes~~) So, included the host, there were total of 4 women in the show (with 3 guest stars, that is). Well, yeah they talked about bag and stuff. They mentioned about they have to use alot of time to THINK whether to buy or not to buy a bag that they liked because of the price, which is very expensive. However, they still buy it, even there's one of the guest stars used 4-5 years to consider- buy or not to buy- the bag. NO JOKE!! Since it's a fashion trend show, of course they will mention things like: what kind of bag is currently the most...

Wohooo~~ I'm freeeeee!!!!!! *ehem* Temporarily... Haha~!! Say... A book and a pen. What can you relate these two things with....? I THINK you sort of have the answer right?? Haha... Whatever-lah~~ Anyway, some say that a book is like life. Because life, is like an interesting book with many stories in it, or many adventures in it. Or it could be a really boring book, that has just a plain old story... It depends on the individual, whether he/she wanted his/her "story" to be as interesting as it can be, or as dull as you can ever imagine. However, if you were given an empty book, how are you going to write your story without a pen or a pencil? I would say, a pen is like the period of our lives (as in how long are we going to live). Why I choose a pen instead of a pencil? Well, let me ask you some questions. Have you EVER FINISHED using a pencil?? Is it POSSIBLE to FINISH using a pencil (Not mechanical pencil, k?)? I suppose the answers are "no", before you "...

Here comes the second part of "maturity". What is it this time? Maturity, is when a person put themselves into other people's shoes. Is that clear enough? Do I still have to explain? Actually it is somewhat similar to what I've posted in my last post "Maturity (1)". It involves thinking as well. To make it easier, (I'm repeating this again...*sigh*) a person who is mature, is a person who thinks ALOT. I know the term "alot" is vague, but... Erm.... Let me kinda define it... The person will think everytime when something happen to him/her and the people around him/her and... Well... Apparently everything that he/she saw, sensed, felt, heard, tasted.... Bla bla bla... Ok, so what about "putting themselves into other people's shoes?" It's not that you take other people's shoe and wear them. NoooOOOooOOoo.... (Well, I assume that you're really really really stupid and darn immature if you really really thought so. No offen...

I sense this thing, called "stupidity" around me. It is getting more and more every day, it is getting more and more the longer I live. What the heck is with people and things these days? No idea. I'm so called this "new era" kind of person as well. People, people, people. I have curiousity to the people around me. Regardless those I know or do not know. What made them think the way they think? Do people actually think I'm so stupid that I know nothing? Stupid. Whatever. -Jas-