错乱。

来了。
这种感觉又回来找我了。

自问：你有什么本领啊？
自答：老实说……你是没有的也……

哎。
讨厌的感觉。
老是弄人家想哭。

老是让别人失望的自己，对自己也失望……
对吧？

也许，这就是无药可救吧。

失败。
那句“乃成功之母”去了哪里啊？

也许不会在自己的身上找到吧……

可恶。
可恶的好胜心。
可恶的妒嫉心。

以前用了这么多的时间，精神才放得下……
为什么你要回来？

没有别人可以责备。
只能责备自己。

-Jas-

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Anonymous said…
加油吧！！这一张仗会用你很多尽力吧？加油!!虽然不知道是什么，但我能精神上给你鼓励吧？唯有这样咯~^^ 加油吧~

顺便提起，有时候我也还真的敬佩你也~不要问为什么，但，是事实~

*hugs hugs hugs*

姐
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