Time to wake up!



Never expect anyone (especially people whom we called parents and/or significant other, whom we commonly label them as people who knows us best) to know what is in our minds when we did not voice out our thoughts to them.

I had been hurt since young, until this very minute because no one knows how I think or how I feel. And it's all because I never speak out.

Did I at least try?
Yes.
Failed?
Yes, quite a few times.

That was why I gave up trying.

However, that did not stop me from hoping that people who are close to me would "read my mind". As I expect them to know and empathize how I would feel, like how I would empathize how others would feel even they did not talk about it but by observation.

How foolish I was!

Something needs to be done?
Yes.
How?
Ahh... I should be giving answers tomorrow... But every change starts from within, and baby steps!

I guess, no matter if it's negatively or positively expressing my feelings and emotions...
I will still have to express and convey my message even in the subtlest ways!!

I DESERVE TO BE PAIN-FREE AND HAPPY!
Just like Dibs!
;D

-Jas-

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